This thing called life just gets more and more funny. Ben is losing his church, we will be moving, uncertain times ahead, and today I was informed that my secular job is no more! Guess that will sit well with the family members who thought it horrible that I was going to "quit my job." While I was not totally surprised by my release (I was told of such rumors months ago though I was assured by two supervisors that my job was secure -- even as late as last week), it came as a bit of surprise at this moment. Now the dilemma is this" Do I apply for unemployment and hope i get it?, 2) Do I look for a throw away job here to hold me over for the short time before we leave the area?, 3) Do I go ahead and relocate, find a job, and wait for Ben to join me when his work here is done?, or 4) Do we just say screw it?
With all that has been going on, I am beginning to feel a bit like Job. However, like Job, I am not ready to curse God and die. I am ready to let God know that I am not amused, that I am even angry. But God is still in control. Who knows what's next?